"Now its no wonder that her name means beauty, her looks have got no parallel"
-Beauty and the Beast.
Belle, i love thee with every beat of my heart. She is my best friend, and so much more. She is a part of me, a part of my soul. I've been blessed enough to have her for 9 years, and hopefully for many more years to come. The hardest part of leaving is always because of her. She is the one who constantly plagues my thoughts and makes it impossible to leave without a broken heart. School is less than a week away, and living 6-7 hours away only worsens my need to be next to her even more as the months pass by. Her years are starting to show, im no fool, i know i must accept that at her age, anything can happen. I constantly try and reason with myself, but my mind wont let me process a life without her in it. The fact that for 3 months at a time sometimes more im hundreds and hundreds of miles away from her, only makes me even dread the day the goddess decides that she must join her. I love her so much, i dont think words could ever explain my emotions towards her. This is a poor blog in expressing my affections towards her, but as i lay here, typing this, listening to her breathe and watching her chest move up and down i cant help but contemplate what bliss she has brought me, and what heartache she will bring me when i no longer will be able to sleep beside her. Bless her little heart.
Love
A very sad but happy
Lily
