Worst Dream Ever

I just had the Worst Dream Ever.

I was at my old apartment and i had just come home from school. When i got there the first thing i always do is go and kiss my Dog, but she didnt recognize me! and she tried to bite me!! Her fur had changed color too. It was white. I was asking my dad what happened to her, and he told me she had gotten anmonia and that she almost died, but they took her to the vet fast enough that she didnt. Although as a result her fur started changing color. I was so upset because they didnt even bother to tell me. So then i was going to take her down to pee, and we never use a leash she just always follows, and listens to everything we tell her, but as soon as we stepped out, she ran. I was yelling at her to stop but she ran to the neighbors house, and when i caught up to her she ran across the street! She never gets off the sidewalk, i taught her better than that! She wouldnt listen to anything i told her until i cornered her and caught her! She then bit me multiple times!! It was horrible!! your own child not recognizing you, and you not recognizing them. Like i said WORST DREAM EVER. My poor baby. She is one of the only reasons i want to go home now. I feel guilty taking care of other dogs, when she is alone bored at the house. She needs her mother.

Also i dont know what it means that everytime i dream that i am "home" i always picture my our old apartment. ALWAYS. and i havent lived there in like 7 years. hmmmm.

Okay thats it, bye

-lily